It makes sense that trying to control things makes you feel safer in the world. Of course, sweet child. You come from a land of chaos and inconsistency—you were the only one you could reliably count on. Here’s the thing though: when you grip something so tightly, when you work so hard to make a thing happen, there’s no room for magic to come in and do its thing. When you grip something so tightly, when you work so hard to make a thing happen, you end up in situations and relationships and messes that are familiar. Which is to say: Spirit has heard your wish, your request, your deepest desires. All you need to do is trust that in this space between what you have asked for and it actually arriving, that you are healing what still needs healed. You are learning what still needs learning. You are preparing to receive. Have faith. Move into trust. We promise you it’s on its way. Make room for it to show up. Keep your eyes out. Not vigilantly, of course. But with a deep assuredness that you are taken care of.